I know that I don’t exude excitement and joy, but I don’t know how to process what I am feeling. I just want to have one really good cry and let it all out, but I’m ashamed to. I’m afraid that if I start crying I won’t be able to stop. There’s so much love going on around me, and all I feel like doing is screaming until my head explodes. I don’t know how to share any of this with anyone, so I cry … More